It seems only fitting that my last round of steroids, after literally too many rounds to count, would hit me SO hard. I literally had six emails from myself this morning when I got to work, all which I had sent from about 1130-1am last night as I could not get my mind to shut off. And today, I just couldn’t stop. Couldn’t stop talking. Couldn’t stop thinking. Couldn’t stop step marching on my way home. Just couldn’t stop. I wish leukemia had a visual bunching bag so I could just destroy it right now. I am so amped up it’s incredible. These steroids are so powerful though it’s just crazy to think about — I go from such extremes highs to such lows when I come off of them. They mentally and physically affect me beyond what I can explain. They have pretty much been the bane of my existence for the past 2 years so I am SOOOOO EFFING EXCITED FOR IT TO BE DONE. LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Three days from now I’ll take my last dose of steriods, hopefully, EVER!!!! Anyways, to be able to remind myself of the CRAZY that comes with the high days– I recorderded this video that I thought I’d share. I look crazy but that’s how I feel right now. I hope it makes you laugh. #NEUKTHELUKE BETCHES!
Happy Friday everyone– enjoy all the bliss of your weekends!
Lots of love & light,
Every working human being knows the exciting feeling of FRIDAY. Today, I feel that tenfold. Today is my “first” Friday being back and I couldn’t be happier about it. It’s been a busy but important week in terms of getting my life back. Work has felt a bit overwhelming but I’m taking it one step at a time and already starting to feel back into the swing of things. So this morning as I was sitting in awesome traffic, I couldn’t help but dance around when that new Bruno Mars song came on. (It’s just TOO good).
On an even better note, I got my results from the biopsy and spinal tap I had done the previous week. I am….. Drum roll please………….Leukemia free!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn’t be more relieved or blessed to still be in remission. So the march keeps on and we continue to kick some lousy cancer ass!
Well peeps, it’s time to start the day. I hope you have a FABULOUS Friday and remember to dance when you can! 🙂
I just NEED to share how delicious our dinner was tonight. Basically, a top 5 burger of all time.
Here it is.
Breakfast Turkey Burger Bomb.COM
50% ground turkey meat 50% hot turkey sausage
s & p (if you don’t know, that’s salt and peppa. all about that Guy Fieri lingo)
toast a delicious bulky roll with sharp cheddar cheese on top of one of the buns.
fair helping of mayo on the other bun
2-3 slices of crisp bacon
one egg, over easy so the yolk is runny and scrumptious
Now it’s time to NOM.NOM.NOM.
(feel like this pic doesn’t do the burgahhh justice but still, look at all that yumminess)
p.s. I talked a lot of chef game when I’m in the hospital and I feel like I’m finally delivering. So enjoy peeps!