On Thursday I found out that my pancreas had suffered a leak in it during the first two pancreatitis attacks. So my doctors quickly scheduled an endoscopy procedure for the next day to place a stent where the hole is. I was so nervous about it as I hate being put under and I’m anxious about a foreign object being in my body. But I trust my doctors so I knew it was what I had to do. Friday morning came quickly and with Mike by my side, I had a stent placed in my pancreas. Everything went smoothly and the doctor was really pleased with how the procedure went. I was even able to go home that night in time to pass out candy to the trick-or-treaters!! (Huge deal to me cause I had been really looking forward to that so I would’ve been really sad if that got taken away from me). Anyways, Saturday morning I woke up with intense pain in my stomach, I was rolling around and just could not get into a comfortable position. So I took pain meds that typically help and waited an hour. No such luck. After a call to my oncologist, Mike and I were on our way to the emergency room (which was filled with drunk halloween goers. Woof). My hope was that I would be able to go in, get some IV pain meds and head home but that wasn’t the case. After being in the emergency room for 6 hours, I got admitted, again, to the Brigham 7D. I am so frustrated because I had been doing so well. I was eating, my nausea was starting to go away, and I was overall just feeling good. So being back in the hospital bed hooked up to 100 different machines and unable to drink or eat…I feel more than discouraged.
On the bright side, it’s freezing out (I saw snow flakes out my window-ahhhhh!!!) and I’m inside all day. My amazing doctor made me two “pancreatitis” playlists to listen to (how sweet is that?!) My family and Mike have been by my side the whole time. And I got onto my favorite floor which makes things so much more enjoyable and comfortable. Definitely not an ideal situation but I’m trying to positive because things could definitely be worse.
(Here’s a pic of me and my TPN feeding tube at home! Fun, fun, fun!)
PS this is not a pic for the faint. So if you don’t like bodily functions, I’d X out now. But below is a pic of my pancreas before with the hole (on the left) and it now with the stent in it (right side). I thought it was pretty cool so wanted to share with you guys!
8 thoughts on “Back at it Again”
so hard. so sorry. but hard? you got this! …and you are beautiful!
Oh Jess, so sorry to hear that you have had a set back. You seem to be still very up beat and that is a plus. I admire and love you so much and hope you will be back home enjoying pizza with Mike.
I never saw a pancreas before. Very interesting.
Love you and holding you and your family, in my heart. The picture of your pancreas is amazing. Looks like the stent is in good and strong.
Love you Jess! Stay strong, thinking of you ❤
Jessi you are so much braver and stronger than I was. I did’nt even wanted to know where the pancreas was!!!! Keep that positive attitude, this is just a little obstacle you will soon be back on track. Love you
Love you Jess. Positive healing energy coming your way.
Let me just say that you’re kicking your sickness’ ass real good. You still look fabulous. You are fabulous.